Change of Mind
I'll simply call this entry "Change of Mind" and I'll explain why.
I've had one hectic week, I was stressed so much, thinking about this move...always asking Tom about if he's asked his parents yet or what.
But I just had an 'interesting' chat with Chris, and bob...and I'm not gonna talk about it but I'm just gonna say this - Chris lost my respect. About Bob? well that kid is a fuckin douche and I dont' even wanna see his motherfucking face ever again anymore. I don't know why I *tried* to keep it cool again this year with him..but Bob as a person is just a humongous asshole.
I don't even want to stay in Mound anymore because of HIM...and Chris... I really don't
I cannot explain how I feel now..it's not just that..but..I, JUST DONT KNOW what to SAY. I'm truly speechless. I'm having such a hard time now, I could care less if the people around me are sick of me complaining about it, but those who are not...those people understand what I'm going through and they have my UTMOST RESPECT.
I am not staying in Mound, my life is not about this town, that school...I will move to Virginia finish school there..and go on with my life. Because one way or another we would have to go our seperate ways. College being the biggest reason why.
I really hope though, that even when I move to another place...my friends keep in contact with me no MATTER which part of the world I am. I owe my friends a lot for what they've done for me. So, Alex, Bill, and even Tom (maybe someone will show you this blog, and you'll read it, cuz i know you never read this blog) don't forget your friend Iggzy...
I've had one hectic week, I was stressed so much, thinking about this move...always asking Tom about if he's asked his parents yet or what.
But I just had an 'interesting' chat with Chris, and bob...and I'm not gonna talk about it but I'm just gonna say this - Chris lost my respect. About Bob? well that kid is a fuckin douche and I dont' even wanna see his motherfucking face ever again anymore. I don't know why I *tried* to keep it cool again this year with him..but Bob as a person is just a humongous asshole.
I don't even want to stay in Mound anymore because of HIM...and Chris... I really don't
I cannot explain how I feel now..it's not just that..but..I, JUST DONT KNOW what to SAY. I'm truly speechless. I'm having such a hard time now, I could care less if the people around me are sick of me complaining about it, but those who are not...those people understand what I'm going through and they have my UTMOST RESPECT.
I am not staying in Mound, my life is not about this town, that school...I will move to Virginia finish school there..and go on with my life. Because one way or another we would have to go our seperate ways. College being the biggest reason why.
I really hope though, that even when I move to another place...my friends keep in contact with me no MATTER which part of the world I am. I owe my friends a lot for what they've done for me. So, Alex, Bill, and even Tom (maybe someone will show you this blog, and you'll read it, cuz i know you never read this blog) don't forget your friend Iggzy...
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