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Gotta love my fuckin' life.

- The 20 thousand that comes from our selling the house goes to my stepdad's BITCH ex-wife
- $2000 goes to my stepdad's lawyer.
- $1000 is all we get from our house.
- tons of financial DEBT
- isn't my life just peachy? my family is in SUCH deep shit. I'm at the hardest point of my FUCKING life, am I complaining? I don't know...even if I am? DO I GIVE A SHIT? FUCK NO. this is not easy for me now.

And I'm thankful for having such a great friend as Alex, and I am HOPING, PRAYING, that his parents let me live with his family. Today, this whole 'staying in mound to graduate' has kind of changed...it's not as much as staying here "just to graduate" We practically have no place to live in. My stepdad has Sooooo many debts it's beyond belief. My mom does not want to go to Virginia anymore until he fixes his financial problems. My mom's crying EVERY NIGHT, even now as I type she is talking to her mom. She's thinkin of living with her Russian friends while he fixes his goddamn problems there. It pisses me off, HOW GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING GREEDY PEOPLE CAN GET! because of HIS STUPID whore, bitch motherfucking slut EXWIFE, WE ARE STRUGGLING! I CANNOT describe in this fuckin blog how I feel now. This is pure shit

I came to America to live happily..but it turns out, I've had THE WORST of Life for the past 5 years. I know Alex can relate to this. And I hope you understand how horrible this time for me is. Please do whatever you can to convince your parents to let me stay with you man. I donno what to fuckin' do. I just don't know what to do.

I am really scared for my life, and for my Mom's life, she is struggling pretty bad.

:-(

Im on it, my dad just got back in town..so Im gonna speak with him. Sorry I couldn't make it to the Gale Woods race...had to work =X Lata iggz

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