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Ok, i've been spamming my blog today lol...but this just came to mind as my friend mentioned Jennifer

IggzY X17: im movin to Virginia on 12th
h Dawei 99: what
IggzY X17: cuz we sold the house here
h Dawei 99: ic
h Dawei 99: what about the girl
IggzY X17: yeah...that part sucks!
IggzY X17: i wont get to meet her anymore
IggzY X17: unless its this week
IggzY X17: im gonna talk to my friends
IggzY X17: and tell em its my last wish
IggzY X17: is to meet jennifer
h Dawei 99: lol

So, my last wish before I move is to meet with Jennifer...

Posted by Iggy at 10/31/2004 12:51:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

I'll simply call this entry "Change of Mind" and I'll explain why.

I've had one hectic week, I was stressed so much, thinking about this move...always asking Tom about if he's asked his parents yet or what.

But I just had an 'interesting' chat with Chris, and bob...and I'm not gonna talk about it but I'm just gonna say this - Chris lost my respect. About Bob? well that kid is a fuckin douche and I dont' even wanna see his motherfucking face ever again anymore. I don't know why I *tried* to keep it cool again this year with him..but Bob as a person is just a humongous asshole.

I don't even want to stay in Mound anymore because of HIM...and Chris... I really don't

I cannot explain how I feel now..it's not just that..but..I, JUST DONT KNOW what to SAY. I'm truly speechless. I'm having such a hard time now, I could care less if the people around me are sick of me complaining about it, but those who are not...those people understand what I'm going through and they have my UTMOST RESPECT.

I am not staying in Mound, my life is not about this town, that school...I will move to Virginia finish school there..and go on with my life. Because one way or another we would have to go our seperate ways. College being the biggest reason why.

I really hope though, that even when I move to another place...my friends keep in contact with me no MATTER which part of the world I am. I owe my friends a lot for what they've done for me. So, Alex, Bill, and even Tom (maybe someone will show you this blog, and you'll read it, cuz i know you never read this blog) don't forget your friend Iggzy...

Posted by Iggy at 10/30/2004 08:52:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Don't know what number of complaint this entry is for this week..but what can you do? this is a blog and I let all this shit get off my shoulders when I type it in here.

The story goes. Thought I'd stay here and finish school...my parents were against it in the beginning, but I managed to talk them into letting me stay here if my friend asks his parents. Well, my parents gave me a fucking deadline to get an answer from my friend. Which was not my idea, and I really hated this whole 'limited time' shit...

My mom today gives me this lecture on all the moving shit...she wanted an answer today...but could I give it to her? NO...I only found out my friend's mom would get home at about 4pm. That way he could ask both his mom & dad..but then again for all I know it could've been a "NO" anyways.

My other friend Alex didn't call early today to give me his parent's answer..and I needed it ASAP on saturday. I donno who to blame..

and I don't want to blame anybody, because there's only ONE person to blame who FUCKED UP my family's life...my stepdad's ex-wife.

My mom made up her mind today.

Posted by Iggy at 10/30/2004 04:07:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Just got back a few minute ago from Eden Prairie AMC movie theater..and honestly, I don't even fuckin feel like typing all this shit and writing down my usual long and detailed pointless useless blog entries..."fuck this shit" as Doctor Gordon says in Saw. Cuz this whole week has been so hectic, I'm just stressed about this whole damn Virginia moving thing. My mom and my stepdad had kind of agreed about me staying here, but now it's been a BIG bitch getting an answer out of Tom since I don't know if he really cares...he wants to ask his 'rents when they're toghether, but they not...and it's been really shitty.

At least Alex asked his parents and HOPEFULLY, I emphasize that word a lot, I get an answer TOMORROW (Saturday) cuz my stepdad and my mom been kind of pressuring me on it. Cuz stepdad has to know this so he can buy or whatever an extra ticket on the way back? or whatever.

Arrhrhh, I just dont frickin care anymore..I wish none of this bullshit in my LIFE ever had to happen.

About the movie though. We got there at about 9:20 got our tickets and met Bill and folks..chilled a little and then I went up to to the auditorium to get the seats for everyone..and that part was just frickin stupid..i was pissed, cuz right when everyone came in they all go up fuckin stairs..that pissed me off. If we come here as a group, stick as a group. That's what you do. I didn't count on any Anna's or others to be sittin with us, it's been always us. (me, guy, alx, tom, bill etc) but they just decided to go up and I had a great spot picked out. it's stupid shit.

Movie was pretty interesting for a low budget. GREAT ENDING i gotta say...damn, pretty intense. Very good stuff, all the reviewers who said that just when you think who's doing this...your thought will turn out wrong.

Good stuff. Good day.

Iggy

Posted by Iggy at 10/30/2004 02:24:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

Shit, this is so cool

http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio/aod/dance.shtml?nightingale#

This week's mix is so friggin cool. If you hit "15 Mins" 3 times, and "5 Mins" 1 time, this track will play "Alex Lee - Polio Sose" goes "You know I want you" sweet breakbeat. I gotta listen to Nightingale more she plays some top tunes.

Posted by Iggy at 10/28/2004 04:23:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Sad day. Last race happened at Gale Woods today. I donno what it was, the murky sky, or the cold weather...or both of those things..but it just made this day feel so sad to me. I love cross country and I wish I could run each and every race of the season this frickin year..but dammit, I am so unbelievably angry that I got this cold that won't go away. I've been coughing for a month..

What a sad day, aww daamn.. = /

Posted by Iggy at 10/27/2004 06:34:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

- The 20 thousand that comes from our selling the house goes to my stepdad's BITCH ex-wife
- $2000 goes to my stepdad's lawyer.
- $1000 is all we get from our house.
- tons of financial DEBT
- isn't my life just peachy? my family is in SUCH deep shit. I'm at the hardest point of my FUCKING life, am I complaining? I don't know...even if I am? DO I GIVE A SHIT? FUCK NO. this is not easy for me now.

And I'm thankful for having such a great friend as Alex, and I am HOPING, PRAYING, that his parents let me live with his family. Today, this whole 'staying in mound to graduate' has kind of changed...it's not as much as staying here "just to graduate" We practically have no place to live in. My stepdad has Sooooo many debts it's beyond belief. My mom does not want to go to Virginia anymore until he fixes his financial problems. My mom's crying EVERY NIGHT, even now as I type she is talking to her mom. She's thinkin of living with her Russian friends while he fixes his goddamn problems there. It pisses me off, HOW GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING GREEDY PEOPLE CAN GET! because of HIS STUPID whore, bitch motherfucking slut EXWIFE, WE ARE STRUGGLING! I CANNOT describe in this fuckin blog how I feel now. This is pure shit

I came to America to live happily..but it turns out, I've had THE WORST of Life for the past 5 years. I know Alex can relate to this. And I hope you understand how horrible this time for me is. Please do whatever you can to convince your parents to let me stay with you man. I donno what to fuckin' do. I just don't know what to do.

I am really scared for my life, and for my Mom's life, she is struggling pretty bad.

:-(

Posted by Iggy at 10/26/2004 10:16:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

ok, i just gotta express my opinion on this, i just gotta let this off my shoulder's or my mind, whatever the fuck you call this. My mom just got back from work, and the first thing she had to say is "well what did your friends say" and I said "nothing yet" and then she gets all pissy because she's afraid to 'let go' how she wants me to go with her to Virginia, she's all worried and shit...well, I am really tired of this. I'm tired of explaining to my mom that "if" i stay with TOM everything will be cool and she doesnt have to worry. I'm already 18, I'm becoming more mature, I want to STAY here just til the end of the year

THAT IS ALL I FUCKING WANT. THAT IS DAMMIT. ALL I F'N WANT!!! and TOm is fuckin lagging with his answer..it's been almost 3 days and he had a chance to ask his parents on Sunday, but he didn't..and I don't wanna rush him..but I already told him, speak to your parents because I need an answer. *sigh* My mom was crying just now..cuz of this, she's all fuckin "worried" all day because 'oooh' I would make "the same friends in virginia" bullshit, I would nOT. I have 3 good friends...but now I just want an answer from TOM..and he's not really understanding how important it is right now for me before it's too late and my mom makes a SOLID decision to MAKE me go to Virginia with them, and I don't want that shit to happen.

FUCK THIS SHIT. >:(

Posted by Iggy at 10/26/2004 06:01:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

K..my comp's IE is fucked up. No clue how it got this way. But anyways I'm using my 'rents comp..and its good shite. So the lack of updates in dis muthafoya is due to that.

Buuuut. Damn this is a really cool breakbeat tune... http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio/aod/dance.shtml?nightingale the first track that plays the moment u click on that link, is what I'm talkin about Freestylers - World Charge (Breakfastaz Mix) with the chic vocal sample goin' what I made out to be

I don't think you're teasin'

yeah, that's what I got out of it...we got our sweatpants today, at first my initial reaction was 'why are they red?' because we all thought they'd be white..but hey, once I put 'em on when I got back from the Basset Creek Section meet which I'll be talkin about next...I kinda liked the look of 'em..nice red, fits with white sweatshirt. Proud to be a Whitehawk!

So yes, after 7th hour was over we went on the bus and went to Basset Creek...for the 3rd time we have a meet there. It's all good. There were definitely MORE teams there than the last time we were there, which was 2 weeks ago October 14th. (damn Stephanie Schneider from Benilde is a hottie) would I love to get with her..shit, such a hottie..

anyways..I was more rowdier two weeks ago when we were there. This time I wasn't but still had fun. It was a 6AA Section meet I believe. Only JV and less competed, Varsity is Wednesday of this week @ Gale Woods thats right before or by St. Boni

Alex you better come to this mafaka.

It's kind of, no way to me it's very sad that >>C-C-> is done..just rememberin' that first race I had at Montgomery, back in September...brings back GREAT frickin' memories. That was also the time when I saw Jennifer for the first time, but did not speak to. I was also jealous when all the guys from our meet went up to her, talkin to her and shit...but I, and couple others like Ben, and Tom didn't really go up to talk with 'em..meh..I made up for it just a TINY bit @ Milaca when I spoke to her for just a few mins (if that even considers as speaking to her, just a question..or whatever) but hey...that was also the meet @ which I got this baby's fone number. So that's fuckin good player pimp shit of me right there. ;-)

yeah, damn those were the days...It's always fuckin' brings sadness to me when I know somethin' is coming to an END..I'm definitely not the only one who feels this way, but me..being the emotional person that I am...it's very different. I get very sad at certain things, that's just the person I am. Emotional.

All good though, shoudln't fret. I've had fun these past 3 months and I can't complain..because those were the best 3 months of my high school life YET, and I love that.

But now it's time for me to go to SLEEP. Don't know what to dream about. Jenny, maybe? ;-)

G'night.

Posted by Iggy at 10/25/2004 11:22:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

I don't know how to begin...because, I just don't really know what to say. But the lyrics to a song i'm about to post kinda of describes the friendship between Me, Alex, Bill, Guy and Tommy...let the lyrics speak for themselves. All I wanna say is, I love my friends for who they are, and for helping me when I had a hard time in my life.

Like a ghost don't need a key
Your best friend I've come to be
Please
don't think of getting up for me
You don't even need to speak
When I've
been here for just one day
You'll already miss me if I go away
So close
the blinds and shut the door
You won't need other friends anymore

Oh
don't leave home, oh don't leave home

If you're cold I'll keep you warm
If you're low just hold on
Cause I will be your safety
Oh don't
leave home

And I arrived when you were weak
I'll make you weaker,
weaker still
Now all your love you give to me

When your heart is all
I need

Oh don't leave home, oh don't leave home

If you're cold
I'll keep you warm
If you're low just hold on
Cause I will be your
safety
Oh don't leave home

Oh how quiet, quiet the world can be
When it's just you and little me
Everything is clear and everything is
new
So you won't be leaving will you

Oh don't leave home, oh don't
leave home

If you're cold I'll keep you warm
If you're low just hold
on
Cause I will be your safety
Oh don't leave home

Posted by Iggy at 10/23/2004 02:33:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

On a nice Friday morning...I sleep, I hear my cellfone ring. I ignore it. Moments later I hear the house phone ringing. I go and pick it up. Alex tell's me he's gonna pick me up in 15 mins. So, I quickly dress up all nice and presentable and make myself a sub sandwich. Alex picks me up and we go off to Minneapolis. On the way there Axel had to stop and get some McD's fer breakfast.

Its all coo' we then ride to MPLS. Once we get there we try to find a parking spot..and that was a bitch! but we found one..and then had to walk like 12 blocks to "The Loft" where Billy was appearing. As we got to this Loft we had to wait outside in a line...for like an hour. Thankfully we got there at 10 so we were close to the door. But there were people inside already. Alex found some people to chat to about Smashing Pumpkins and Weezer and other stuff. I was just listening..I took some pics of the line and Alex waiting. Etc.

At 10:45-50 we were let into the building. Went upstairs and into the room where the show was gonna happen. We sat down and then these people in charge tell us the show will start at noon (12p) so we fuckin wait for an hour. Havin fun. Then Billy comes in at 12:03 and gets a standing ovation hehe. I stood up and clapped my hands as well.

Billy and Jim Walsh, the dude who was interviewing Billy Corgan..spoke for 35 minutes..it was short but sweet. Billy comes off as a very calm, and nice guy. The things he says makes you think. I can't talk about the things he says cuz I couldnt hear some of it but the aura he gave off was present. Hehe. After the presentation we were let to where Billy was signing books! I took two pics which capture Billy Corgan, and a priceless grin on Alex's face =) (i know u loved that moment!)

After that on the way out I took pics of Alex feeling HAPPY, and thats cool shit...nothing feels better than happinness! Yayuh.

On the way to the car we went to Caribou shop..this is like this coffee place..and Alex got himself some kind of a coffee 'shake' I think..but the girl got the order wrong and gave him the Vanilla one..and that was cool cuz I could take it of no charge! LOL..thats too cool.

We proceeded to go to the car, me snappin pics along the way "MOAN" lol.. foggy skylines, our milkshakes..etc..that shit was fun. We got back to MOUND, home sweet FUCKiNG Home. Love, MOUND!!! Stayed at Alex's place for a bit and collected all the change from 6 months..took it all to bank, got 80 dollars off of it!!! haha + Alex got a raise too. You can imagine how great he was feeling that day!!! We went to Excelsior to buy some strings for the broken guitar. Alex got a harmonica - he's fuckin hooked on that shit! after that we went to Snyder's to take the pics to get developed, lol and met Shauna there, but kinda just ignored her haha..that was 4pm..went back home, played Vice City - just relaxed for an hour. Went back to Snyder's at 5 and got our pics..turned out pretty good. I was happy with all of 'em except like 1..overhead shot that I took when we were in line waiting for the book to be signed by Billy.

All the pics were sweet!

We went home and again, played Vice City, watched some TV and went to Jubilee to meet Bill. lol we just chilled there while he was working. When he went to his break we followed him and ate with him. prank called this girl who was working at Jubilee, that was funny. "Steve Vasquez"

After Jubilee we went to Scotty B's where we had milkshakes. We just relaxed there for a bit. Alex went to talk with Bob while I called up Bree and we spoke for like 5 mins before she had to go. We got HOME, for like 100000000000th time lol and again just relaxed, watched TV and at 1am my great friend ALEX drove me home.

Overall, this day was a really great one. Both of us had a shitload of funtime.

on a bad note: we sold the house and on Nov 12 i have to move to Virginia. FUCK THAT.

=(

Posted by Iggy at 10/23/2004 12:34:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

a Little late on this, but yesterday was my brithday and I had a helluva fun time. My mom wished me a happy birthday before she left for work and gave me a kiss. I woke up at 10am and made myself a sub sandwich then went down to the comp and surfed some sites =)

Axel calls me up and says he's takin me out to eat. That was the beginning of a sweet day for me. We went and picked up Bill..went to Ridgedale to this passport place, which I went to a few months prior to yesterday. We went to that place so Bill could pay off his 'exhibition driving' ticket. $130..psh ripoff.

After that we went to Plymouth, to a restaurant called "Buffalo Wings" and we ordered 12 piece of those. I chose HOT..big mistake - it turned out to be TOO HOT hehe. I ate some..we called jenny but she wasnt home so Steve left her a funny fuckin message that had me laughing. We chilled a bit at the bar and then left for Alex's house..hung out there, playing Vice City..damn I cant wait for San Andreas!

then Jenny calls me up..lol and we talk about how and where should we meet on Saturday, I put it on speakerfone so both Alex and Bill can hear..we had a great time speaking to her.

Later on in the evening at 9:45 we went to EP to watch Friday Night Lights. Pretty neat movie, made by Peter Berg, who did The Rundown. After the movie we went to Perkin's and me and Bill split an appetizer, I was purty hungry. Tom and Alex acted like asses in that place LOL, they put sugar in the saltshaker!

I had a great time on my B-day, thanks to my AWESOME friends.

Love you guys.

Posted by Iggy at 10/21/2004 12:16:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

10 hours ago, I officially turned 18! =)! and this day was just perfect for me. I loved it.

Started off with a nice Shakopee meet @ which I had a helluva lot of fun. We got our sweatshirts with our names on 'em, mine of course having "Iggzy" in the back =) yeaayyuhh..!! Billy came over to the meet!!! so that was really fuckin fun shit, talkin' to my great friend made me feel happy. Wish Alex was there as well.

The meet was just great atmosphere. Couldn't have asked for more..I just had a blast.

Then coming back, I had a fun time on the bus foolin' with Chris and Tom..talkin shite and all. Playing thumb wars with Bree and Maggie & Big Ben..loved it, great time!

We got to school at about 8, watched the VolleyBall game, had fun time there! after that Bill & I went to my house and I changed pants, got a sub & some 7 Up and ate in Bill's car while we cruised up to his house...where shortly Tom came over and we chilled for just a little bit. Thats also where Bill gave me my B-day present! =) aww man, thanks a lot bro, just shows how much of a cool guy you are - and I'm glad you got me a music CD..glad it's the music I dig as WELL! I'm hooked on this shite. Gabriel & Dresden's "Bloom" 2-disc set..cool shit!

THEN! we went to Moe's place and played some fuckin' POOL! and that was great frickin time. The house Mo's stayin at is so friggin huge, folks are rich..what can u say. We listened to the music Bill got me while playin pool =) yay. hehe. I feel like a frickin girl..haha shi'

I called up Jenny LOL..and it was fun talkin to her, cuz I put the fone on speakerfone and gave Bill the fone..lol he tried acting like me, but that didnt work..then Tom was actin like me and she knew it wasnt me hehe. But it was great talkin to her..Tom was acting all goofy sayin shit like "Igor's dick is massive" lOl, they were just foolin' it was nothing but stupid FUN. We spoke a bit about her meetin up with me today if she wants to..cos its my B-Day and we be watching a movie with shitload of ppl..would be cool if she got here. But nEwaYz.

I rubbed & tickled Tom's feet and that was a sexual feeeeling...hehe he liked the massage. He says my job should be to massage girls feet. =) I cant complain, I am pretty good at that shit.

We played some Poker in a 'secret poker room' its really sweet. The room is located behind a 'closet' but its really not a closet. you Push the doors in, and you enter the room..it's so neat.

After playin some poker, I played 1 game of Pool with Bill..and that's when we left. Gave Mo a hug and we was off..at exactly 11:59, then at 12..just when we left his house..

I TURNED 18

Today was just a perfect day for me (oct 19) I just could not ask for more, I had a great day and that's all I could ask for. As long as I was happy EVERYTHING is cool !

October 19, 2004 - will be a memorable date throughout all my life =) it's like a perfect memory of what I've done before I turned 18..that shit, you dont' forget about it, it sticks with you.

=) thanks Bill for a great present, Thanks TOM for chilling with us tonight..and for overall being a great fuckin friend that you are..don't know what I'd do if I never had known you. Mo, thanks for a great night as well I love you babe.

I love all my friends for being my friends!
=) =) =) ^_^

Posted by Iggy at 10/20/2004 11:02:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

Yooozz! Igs here back from da South...Dakota...the land of the 'flat' -_- very unexciting state. The highway I-90 that we drove thru SD..if you turn to the left you see a field, you turn to the right, you see a field...It's just empty. Only towards the west of SD there was some movement. Rapid City is where people are at, plus it's more mountaneous down there, cos' thats where the Mt. Rushmore be at.

It was fun trip, my two friends were with me..so that added to the atmosphere. I felt mo' happy.

Mt. Rushmore is sweet shite! I bought a hoodie with "Mt. Rushmore South Dakota" and some tags for my keychain. "Flirt w/ Me" i thought that's more appropriate for me..still I like "Hug Dept." as well :-)

We took a walk to get a bit closer to Prez's heads. Took pics, and shite, there was a tour guide talkin about each prez. Fun. Then we went to "Crazy Horse" museum..and took a tour to where they're building the statue out of that mountain..it's huge...but only 6 PEOPLE are working on it, they're the best rockclimbers and architects the guy says. But they're only finished with the head..and that was back in '93. It's gonna take hella long.

We went back to Rushmore and looked at it when it was lit up, took pics and went to a hotel...slept over, we woke up at 8am today, and ate breakfast...and went home..driving back home was fun shit. We passed Blue Earth =) it's still very hicky down south. I couldn't wait to get back home..as we saw some buildings and shit when we got to the suburbs of Twin Cities then atmosphere changed..felt more home.

But It was a fun trip nevertheless..we're planning to make another trip soon. Montana & Colorado. Yaaaayyyuh!!!

Posted by Iggy at 10/17/2004 10:03:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Forgot to update in a while.

looks like my cold is gone now and shite..so that's coo..I don't cough anymore, just some mild cough.

Our CC team has a Section Meet at Benilde. 4 Teams. I had so much fuckin fun lol. I didn't run..but, damn I had fun. I came alive more than I used to - it really is amazing =)

We stopped at McD's after that..ate and got back in school at 7:30..Boys soccer game was on..we lost of course. der..but fuck dat I dont curr.

Tom and I went to his house and chilled in his hot tub. Chris came over..and short while later D his girlfriend joined us, then Tina dropped by. She didn't hottub with us.

Twas a good day fer me. Jennifer wants to hang out ;-) She wants to go to the Mall on 22nd. But i dunno. She wants me to get 2 guys for her friends..In an email reply I told her its not that easy to get dates. She sez she is 'missin me' heh..

Oh, another cool thing happened. Bree, she's on my team..pretty damn cute chic, we have somethin goin on between..but anyways, she wanted to see my fone when we were comin back from the meet..and I didn't notice until I was in Tom's truck that she added her number in my phonebook LOL. I called her that moment kinda told her I was surprised. Well now I have another chick who's prolly interested. =)

I'm out now..leavin for Keystone at 2am..plus I fuckin slammed my goddamn thumb on my right hand when I was gettin out of Tom's truck..hurts like a BITCH.

OUT! Team America is gonna rock ALEX - Here this is just for you to read ALEX http://www.joblo.com/teamamerica.htm

Posted by Iggy at 10/15/2004 05:48:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Today, Tom called me up to ask me If I wanted to go to practice...I agreed of course, but I couldn't run...and, before practice when me and Tom got there..I was just looking at all the CC pictures and remembering the past few GREAT weeks of my life. And then I realized we have two weeks left of CC :'(

You don't know how much it made me think..I felt really pissed about missing the last two weeks of practice, and TWO important meets. I was feeling so angry at myself (for gettin sick twice for the second week) nad overall for sickness that kept me from running.

I felt so angry today when I went to practice, just sittin there when the coach was talking to us. Explaining the workout...I felt so fuckin BAD not being able to run today. I miss running so much. I felt A LOT better comparing to the past 5 days...but I dont wanna do the same thing I did on this past monday when I started runnin just when I was getting better and then gettin sick after the run.

As one of my friends says "yeah, life tends to piss in your corn flakes from time to time"

I agree with him on that. I really hope that I'm done with this sickness and get back to running because I miss it so much.

Two frickin' weeks left and then it's done :'(

P.s. Comment on this one, Alex...

Posted by Iggy at 10/11/2004 07:01:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

LOL, ok..I'm keeping this one very short cos I don't feel like typing in the mornin' but...

I wake up today get ready for school and shit, my mom drives me..right when we turn on sunnyfield I notice something strange..not too many cars go in that direction as you would normally see. We get to the mwhs "announcements" board thing, I look in the parkin lot and there are very little cars..

Turns out to be today is teacher's workshop> Haha

That's cool, but it sucks I was beginnin to have some good sleep...bah it's coo.

Posted by Iggy at 10/11/2004 09:11:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

Damn, what a feeling...Alex you are right, there's nothing better than having a chic calling you and not the opposite.

She called me tonight..wow, I just feel so fuckin happy..like jumping. We've chat for 54 muthafuckin' minutes! WOW. Gosh, she was so nice - damn...she wants to meet next week (original plan was this week) but dammit I'm all for it I just can't drive nowhere.

She's so nice...I'm fuckin gonna sleep and have nice dreams of her tonight..aww man..FUCK. We chat for a almost a whole hour. She told me how she lost a best friend, heh..guess who fucked it up...her "boyfriend" A.J. I fuckin feel like beating the FUCK out of him.. the story is. This AJ dude wanted to go back to his ex (which is Jen's best friend) but then had a change o' heart and went back to Jenny, but then the Ex got all pissed cuz she thought she stole him back...so...now Jenny's lost her best friend cuz of that FUCKER.

Goddamit if only I was there, I'd settle this. Jennifer deserves better. But, FUCKIN BALLS, cuz the distance is keeping us apart lol.

We chat til our fones died, BOTH our fones fuckin died LOL thats funny, she called me back and said her battery died and happened same to me. I says "cute" yeah, I'll speak to her tomorrow. Shit I'm lovin it. I'm loving her the most though. I LOVE ALEX for telling me TO CALL HER, Dammit Alex you're a GREAT friend. Lets make love Tanite ya big Boi. I wanna hang OUT this fuckin' weekend Ya hear me? GOOD CALL ME beezatch!

Iggzy OUT

Posted by Iggy at 10/09/2004 02:28:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

I donno I still feel sick, I cough..couldn't sleep last night.

Some progress on Jennifer? I guess. We've exchanged emails together yesterday. That was really fun. Heehee. She called me yesterday, she asked if I was doing anything on Sunday..

I didn't have any plans, but anyways..she wanted to double date..with her friend..and I think she wants me to hook up with her "friend"...while I really don't want to. Because the reason I even called Jen, is cuz I was interested in her from the start. I sent her an email today and hinted at it ;-) we'll see what happens.

Plus she left a voicemail message that was frickin cool. She mentioned I should feel "very special" cuz she usually doesnt leave messages, she wanted me to call her back...!! oooh Iggy you dog, you! =)

I'll do so after 9, seees what happens.

I feel good though, pretty excited...we'll see where it goes. I'd like her to know my true feelings.

Access to the Excess

Posted by Iggy at 10/08/2004 06:58:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Fuckin lol, I called up Jennifer tonight...in the beginning I sounded so hyper and everything, but towards the end I just got stupid, I feel so fuckin tired right now, drowsy LIKE FUCK.. but anyways

She said that "You sound like a pretty sweet Guy"

when she asked for my name I told her I'm "Igor" and she remembered me from the meet...so that's cool...we had a few moments, but whatever...I need to learn how to talk to a chic cuz I ran out of questions to ask + I was feeling fuckin drowsy as 'ell...

NeWaYz, I'm out, Jennifer ur HOT..Balls on mah body..

Posted by Iggy at 10/06/2004 10:43:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Just got this AWESOME "rave" mix from BK from almost 12 years ago! A guy recorded this back in '93 off the radio in Dallas and encoded it on mp3 last year, but only now he's submitted this to an online fansite.

Liam Howlett (the main man behind the Prodigy music)
drops by and plays a mix of all the fav rave tunes back in the day..

it's so friggin awesome, just to know what rave was like back in the day...thats what I'm talkin about. Track 2, and 3 ("keep the crossle?) don't know what the sample is, just represent rave. Other tracks later in the mix are so sweet, just makes u feel good. 9:20 mark a nice tune begins it uses a melody from a James Bond flick (You Only Live Twice) also one of my favorites, then we get our own Prodigy's "Everybody in the Place (155 and Rising mix)" thats also on the Experience album (the first Prodigy album) This is off da hook..I wish rave was alive these days..such a neat style.

I still cough, no runny nose or anything, but my chest just burns...stupid COLD.

Posted by Iggy at 10/06/2004 09:09:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

balls balls balls lalalala laaa balls balls baaallslssl, ffffack!

Missed on school today, cuz I've been coughin like crazy. This past week has been a friggin heck. I had my chance to get better, but noooo..had to practice CC (fuckin toljda alex I'd get sick if I practice while still having cold effects, psh viral balls my ass) YOu don't go running even if you feel better just a bit after a cold. I think I proved my point though Alex, you expose yourself to fuckin cold weather while your body is heated you'll fuckin get sick. either way BALLA, I aint arguing.

Fuck this, im too sick to argue and I'm too sick to fuckin' do anything at all..didn't call Jenny Monday or Tuesday...was thinkin about callin her today after seeing this guy on "Ellen" talk show who escaped a canyon by amputating his hand...he gave some inspirational talk so I was a bit inspired to give her a call tonight. We'll see how that turns out cuz I dont know how to talk to a girl anywayz.

But Blow THIS. Im out, and I hate being SICK, yeah I'm complaining, but what can you do?

Posted by Iggy at 10/06/2004 05:35:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

So..what should I be talking about here? hmm..TODAY I went to school as usual. First hour me and Tom had to do a presentation on Thomas Paine.. in Cordie's class..but Tom decided to read all the info about him, I just stood there..psh I wanted to read at least somethin' TOMAS YOU...

Aight. Paid for my warm-ups for CC today. It comes in all white, sweatshirt and sweatpants..name on the back..I chose "Iggzy" cuz thats what Alex started callin me over the summer - I kinda thought that's koo' right ALEX? I was thinkin of putting down like "Iggy" or what Bill likes to call me "Iggy fo' Sheezy" but thats too long... Iggy is pretty sweet as well

I was really tired today in school and I don't know why!? because yesterday I took NyQuil (sheesh I think im gettin addicted to that stuff) to help relif the cough from yesterdays damn tempo run..n that stuff just knocked me out..I was so sleepy I went to bed at about 7p or later i think, and I did get a lot of sleep up til 6:30 I mean thats like 11 hours. Still felt very weak during the day.

Our practice was a 'mystery' one today. Coach divided us into 3 teams and gave us cards that consist of practice plan. So ours was, 10 minute warm-up around G'hopper course then, lifting for a bit, and some track sprints..which I missed cuz I didn't know where my team went. I got there just when they were about done. I did run one lap though..lol

I feel a bit better, but whats with the frickin cough...so sick of it. BTW, I didn't call 'er cuz I was too tired, and too sleepy..I think I'll call her today but I need to be more alive when I talk..this "sexy" voice im tryin to pull out is dumb. I donno what to talk about though - I'll think of sumtin'

Iggy signing off

Posted by Iggy at 10/05/2004 07:58:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Ok. I am really really SICK of being SICK...haha

I was feeling pretty good today whole day. Then, after the Homecoming coronation...which Jill Esse and Johnny P won by the way...we had a tempo run..and it blowt (yeah i said blowt, like in counter strike we say 'ownt' = owned) so yeah..I had a cramp on my right side and IT BLEW!!!!

Now I'm back home..I took Nyquil (2 tblspoons) and a 1 decongestant pill...just now I got back from inhaling nice steam from the potatoes my mom boiled..sure helps, took care o' the runny nose. I'm not coughing either anymore.

Aww, I wish this sickness was just GONE.

Posted by Iggy at 10/04/2004 07:01:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

LOL Alex, you got me glued on saying that phrase.

- Today was a pretty unique Sunday. I woke up at 12p ate and called chat with Tom, I explained to him that I needed to be out of my house from 1 til 4 because we had an open house. Tom, being such a great friend he is agreed to have me at his house, he was alone as well so I bet he wouldn't mind company.

He picked me up and we went mudding his truck at some baseball field by St. Boni. He got it dirrty and we went up to where Domino's is and coupla peeps (kiesow was there) washed the truck..they collected donations. (some Deca thang) we got home again and Tom washed off the dirt beneath the truck,. then we went downstairs and I did some homework..government quiz. (fuck, test tomorrow and I didn't study, mutha..)

We went to Target, tommy boy bought a trapper then we got back. Aight, watched some Fight Club and then Tom drove me home at like 7.

Now, today I called Jenny at 8p...the girl I met at a CC meet, we chat on the fone for a good 9 minutes before she said she'll call me back (and she did) she sounds very cheery as a person. So she called me at like 9:50 or somethin, I didn't expect she'd call at all..but she did say she'd call me back. That was nice, I really don't know how I did...I spent most of the time TALKING, fucking dumbass..I was so nervous it was unbelievable. Some moments I asked her dumb questions like : "So, tell me about yourself" and there was a lull moment for a split few seconds...then I think I said "Sorry that was a dumb qestion" she laughed it off though. I did ask her questions, like what her favorite music was (country) but she said it was anything (she guessed) I asked her if she had any favorite movies. She said she had a lot of em, I told her to pick out the best...some old movie she said, I don't even know of..but she did like Eurotrip. I told her I was big into movies.

This was a cool bit cuz I didn't expect it. At one point I said I visited Virginia in the beginning of September and then I mentioned how I went to Ocean City..this was just breath of fresh air to me - cuz just when I thought this is going nowhere she said "omg, I went there when i was in 9th grade" LOL, I was like "woot" Totally unexpected. But really cool. Well thats a good start I guess, we have ONE thing in common so far. We were both there, actually TWO things in common...it was both hers and mine's first Atlantic Ocean experience. I hope she didn't bullshit it though. I can't say I know positively what she thought of me, because I spent most of the time talking, when I should just chill and ask questions...I felt fuckin scared and nervous...I dunno it's too early to judge. She did say I can call her anytime, she says to call her tomorrow...I guess I will, don't know what I'll say though..

Alex, if you're reading this thing right now..or done reading...by gosh if you have suggestions on what to say yesterday...PLEASE post a comment and give me a rundown on things to say/ask, talk about..I really wanna be prepared man, i wanna make it so she talks more, and I talk less...just anything...HELP!

Posted by Iggy at 10/03/2004 11:33:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Yesterday made up for Friday afterall. I didn't think I would do anything on Sat...but my Mom's friends came over and invited us to come to the Panda Buffet in St. Louis Park. This would be my second trip down there. Pretty good buffet I must say.

We stayed there for a good 2+ hours. I was talking to Chris, husband of my mom's friend...and their son Ilya (RU name) I got to know Ilya a bit more when we went to our car and listened to some music, while talking and trying to get to know each other. I donno, I think about 8:50 we left the restaurant. I was excited 'coz there was bonfire at Tom's.

So I got home put on a hoodie, got my keys and all..and Alex picked me up. We went to pick up Shauna..but a cop pulled us over..cos Alex had his headlight out and cuz he wuz speeding..(not his fault his speedometer sucks) So yeah, he didn't get a ticket so that was good. We picked up Shauna and went to Tom's.

Chris, Matt Kiesow, Brandon, Tina, D, some other chic..all were there, and yea Bill too. :-)

We hung out there for like a good hour. I wish I could stay more, but Bill and Alex wanted me to come with them to a movie.

We went to Eden Prairie but it was closed..so we decided to go to Bill's and watch Shaun Of the Dead...pretty sweet horror-comedy. At 2am I got home..and went to sleep.

Woke up at 12p and at 1, realtor is gone come here cuz we're having an open house...lol, i have to be out..but I have nowhere to go. My mom's gone out to church and then to her friends..I stayed home. PLus I got sheezload of homework..actually I'm exaggarating. Only Math, and Government.

Outie. Thanks for a fun night Tom, Bill, and Alex.

Posted by Iggy at 10/03/2004 02:50:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Hey, some good news. I found my placement and race time from the Milaca meet exactly one week ago. Awesome. All i did was type in my name in Google. I totally didn't expect to find it hehe.

331 Igor Nedvalyuk, 12 26:31.4 Mound Westonka

http://www.raceberryjam.com/milacajvboys.html

cool, not better than my 3 mile run from the tempo run, which was 24:52 I know I can do better. I'm gonna start running Monday again, I missed the whole week so I'm nervous that I got worse. Can't get any worse - gotta improve.

I'm out.

Posted by Iggy at 10/02/2004 02:24:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Looks like im not going anywhere today, to hang out. I called Bill but he dont have any plans for tonight to do something fun (nah, enough going to movies I hate when someone has to pay for me, it needs to stop anyway) I figured like, hanging out at people's "places" yeah.. ;-) I 'un know. Plus Bill has to work tomorrow at 6AM so, definitely a no for him to hang.

Called Alex, but he was at Scotty B's with his friends having dinner, says he's gonna call when he's done...but it's been almost an hour...so we're not doing anything for sure at this time.

I think I want my crappy computer rebooted, too much crap is on it that I don't need.

Oh btw...was thinkin of givin a call to "sixty-niner" tonight, but I'm too unconfident to speak to a chic even over the fone...i'm so pathetic it's not even funny...I fuckin' spend my time looking in the mirror and thinkin' who da fuck is this loser...no shit, it's true. I have no chance with gettin with a chic. Guys like, Alex, Tom, and BILL who's practically a walking model..put me to shame with their good looks and confidence. I'm the only one who's unworthy to even be their friend. I'm so out of place. If you're reading this Alex, or any of you three. It is true. I am 'the' loser out of our little group.

And It seems to me I will never have any confidence, ever..that's just the way I was born. My life's so unlucky.

Goodnight.

Posted by Iggy at 10/01/2004 11:12:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Today is the first day of October. TTTTTthhhhhhisss baby is the month in which I was born. The date is 20th...so all you who reading this mark it down on yer calendars so then you don't fuckin have to say "Oh shit, I forgot, oh well happy "belated" birthday" balls, i don't wanna hear that at all. Lookin' forward to my B-day. I asked my mom to get me a Digital Cam so I can finally take pictures of everything.

I think i'll follow in the footsteps of Bill's brother Jim, who's site is TheSchlock He keeps it as a hobby where he can put down his thoughts (like I do with my "blog"), pictures, reviews, rave pics etc.. So thats why I want a digi as well. I'll replicate what he's doing.

Anywayz. Today I could "not" wait to go home. I was very anxious to leave school, 'cos * ******* ***** *** * ****** *** ***** ***, * **** ************* **** ***** ****** ******* ** ** face. * ****** bad.

I think I'll chill at Guy's house today if he wishes me to. I'll do my homework there I think so I don't have to worry about it during Sat, and Sunday.

Breezer is a great tune.

Posted by Iggy at 10/01/2004 05:21:00 PM | Permalink | Comments