~ [ Fanta§tic Voyage ] ~

What seemed like it was going to be a great day/night, turned to shit for me today. As I woke up I got a message from my 'friend' Alex, calling me with like the most fuckin surprising message of the year, seriousely this should get a fuckin' award. He tells me "I can't go to the club today" well FUCK me. Who told you to keep the motherfuckin' date open on May 13, 2005, almost a MONTH ago? ME. I did. I told you that. But no, he gives some half assed reason about his "boss" I didn't even UNDERSTAND what he was saying in that message cuz of his thick hispanic accent, but I assume he has to work today. First of all, speak CLEARER when you talk on the phone to me please, cuz all your mumbling and 50000000000000 thousand useless call per day don't help it either. (he calls me like every single day) he even called me every single day for the past two weeks saying "So we going to the club Firday" and I told him..."yeah, didnt I like make it clear to you" yet he still calls every day, seriousely WHAT THE FUCK? cut it out.

My rant isn't over though. I may be wrong for being so mad, but I really don't think so. I dont need anybody backing him up (whoever reads this) because he knew how BAD I wanted to make the show and, he knew WHEN the show will be. and I TOLD him to keep. the date. OPEN.
He was all for it, he even said to me that he already told them all at work blah blah blah.

And also guess what, when he picks me up today this morning to go to school. Usually he's all happy and shit, but he brought some of his fuckin friend this time and he didn't even say whats up to me this morning and shit, all the time going to school he was just talkin some shit with his little 'buddy' some stupid shit, believe me it was really "stupid shit" it's like a bad dialogue from a screenplay. Yeah, what they talked about was THAT bad. I just rolled my eyes.

And you know? I'm not a stupid fuckin' guy, I know when a man tries to cover things up, so clearly he didn't want to talk to me about WHY he couldnt go to the club, that's why he didn't even say a word to me this morning. Trust me folks, Iggzy is the man at sniffing out this sort of BULLSHIT. I know people.

So then of course in school. I just texted him with these exact words, pretending (yeah I was being smart not mentioning anything in the car about the club cuz I wanted to see if he would say anything about it) I just heard his "voicemail" "What?! Oh fuk no! Ur fukin goin im not gona let u fuk me up today! U are goin"

so he replies "I am not going to give you a ride to ur house" <---ok, what does this have to do with that? fine, dont (I got a ride from a friend anyway)

then he also says "What is ur problem" <--my problem is you bailing out on the final day.

I texted him "I dont care .. Next time if there ever b 1.. Plan ur shit better plz . So u dont get others angry" so he says "Sorry man" then there's a big break til the end of school and then I see two text messages from him as I get home "Thx for being an asshole" <--ok now you see, this is what ticked me off even more. I'm an asshole? no man, I'm anything but one. So is telling the truth about planning stuff better, thats being an 'asshole' ? (this guy plans like badly, everything even the movies)

"Well man looks like u no longer friends" <---this is pissing me off too, because he starts assuming (even tho I felt like not being his friend I was only pissed off at him)

so I replied with "Wtf are u ta5kin about and cut the shit w ur gay assumptions if u dont want to b friends then tats ur choice" then he just said "Nevermind man" <--yeah thats right.

"So u arent goin" I said, he "No" so I said "Ait then have fun!" so he writes "Just because ur gay doesnt mean I am" <--this comment fueled my fire SOO MUCH that I wanted to kick his ass. because not only the comment was thoughtless, it was stupid, uncalled for, random, and simply IDIOTIC. That is how I saw it. I wanted to bitch at him but all I said was "Grow up, alex" he tells me to "Relax man" so my last reply to him was 'Dont tel me that after wat u just called me" and he never replied. Good clincher. huh

Well, right now, I really don't care even if I handled the situation in an immature way (texting back and forth, rather than talking on the phone (but i was just too pissed off at him to talk to him) ) I blame myself a tiny bit, but most of the blame is on his shoulders because in reality all it is, is "screwing" the person out of something. It fueled my fire, and I had to let this off my shoulders.

I gotta stay away from Alex a bit to calm down, but thankfully AND hopefully my friend Walter will go today, he's trying to get money to go, but if not I will cover him, I have $50 and I think thats enough, since we're also on the guestlist, which will take $5 off of whatever the price was.

I feel really ticked off, and I DO NOT appreciate the people who screw me out of something. Not just something ANYTHING. If I was in his place, I WOULD'VE NEVER in the entire world did that to my friend. I plan things ahead all the time. And my friends know that. I was always the one responsible for getting a group of people to go see movies when I was still in my old High School in Mound, and we always had a lot of fun. And I would've handled this day the same way as I would with the movie groups. When somebody asks me to do something especially if they really NEED me for something I would've completed the task, but this is really a lousey way of appreciating your friends. By telling them on the FINAL day that they cant go. I'm sorry bud, but a simple sorry doesnt cut it for me. You had a month to get your stuff planned and tell them you can't work or whatever it is you do, on May 13.

If this was like a dangerous or important thing I would've had no problem, but if your boss wants you to work on the day you told him you can't..then FUCK that. I would've just quit the job right there..because that BOSS knew he can't work. So dont fuckin make him work.


To all those who are confused why I'm so mad, this is the first time EVER I would've went to a club ('rave') featuring almost the coolest DJ's in breakbeat, 'almost' (The Crystal Method, Evil 9, and Grayarea) and all those who know and are fans of EDM (Electronic Dance Music) know those 3 acts CANNOT be missed live.

END RANT.

Posted by Iggy on Friday, May 13, 2005 at 5/13/2005 06:21:00 PM | Permalink