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Depressions hits...

I can never understand my mind, how it works. For some ODD reason, everytime something great is over, depression hits me. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY. It happenes everytime!

I saw Batman Begins at 12:01am midnight this morning, and It was the most greatest feeling I had felt.

I was so excited, when I got home at 2:45, I stayed up until 5am, and went to sleep when the sky was getting lit up, the sun was coming up soon. I got woken up by some stupid construction on our neighbors roof @ 9am. So in total I got 4 hours of sleep. Though it's all good.

I stayed up the whole of morning and afternoon just surfing in between Batman-on-Film.com and JoBlo.com

It has hit me hardcore that I've seen the most incredible adaptation of a superhero film by FAR.

I had read "The Long Halloween" the novel upon which this movie is inspired, and watching BB was like seeing The Long Halloween come to life.

- The thing I don't understand is, why I get so depressed right now. I think the saying is true "all great things must come to an end" so this thing came to an end, I've finally seen it - and for me..right now, every new movie just seems horrible, like I don't want to watch anything but BB over and over and over again.

I guess it's that huge excitement that i've had anticipating Batman Begins for two years. And now that it's come to an end, I feel there's nothing to look forward to, I have absolutely no interest right now. I don't know what it is, I dont know if it's the day, the weather, the clouds. I don't know. It feels so weird. Am I going insane? or am I just a huge fanboy wanting MORE?

I've said something once before back in 2003, when I saw T3, another film I had been anticipating since 2001. It went like this: "I wish I could go back and experience everything all over again" that is exactly the feeling I'm having now. That very first time when you see something you've been waiting for a long time...that is the most exciting feeling a person can have.

I personally am now feeling a tiny bit better thanks to this blog, because I express my feelings here..and I believe that, hey what the heck, it's only the beginning! the movie just came out..and so what if I have not seen it again today..I am STILL going to see it a few more times! with different friends, and with more people, also with my family. So there's nothing to be depressed about.

Though, I hope you understand that - I guess that's just the person I am, my feelings are easy to hurt.

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