My Fear
Do you know what I fear the most now, as I'm in college?
taking a subject one wants to major in, and that fear of going to the classes required..and just not understanding, or getting it through your head...the fear of just wasting time, the fear of wasting money, the fear of not understanding, the fear of just NOT knowing what to do. And I completely understand that its my first year, and I understand that all you need to concentrate on is the "generals" first...but I hear almost everyone of my friends or associates saying what they KNOW they'll major in, and I feel so left out and frightened about it that it stresses me beyond my control. I feel this, utter...fear. I feel stressed out almost every day, it circles around in my head like a gravity testing capsule. I feel, this...utter...fear that's not going away.
taking a subject one wants to major in, and that fear of going to the classes required..and just not understanding, or getting it through your head...the fear of just wasting time, the fear of wasting money, the fear of not understanding, the fear of just NOT knowing what to do. And I completely understand that its my first year, and I understand that all you need to concentrate on is the "generals" first...but I hear almost everyone of my friends or associates saying what they KNOW they'll major in, and I feel so left out and frightened about it that it stresses me beyond my control. I feel this, utter...fear. I feel stressed out almost every day, it circles around in my head like a gravity testing capsule. I feel, this...utter...fear that's not going away.
Yeah but you need to give me your number first.
Posted by
Iggy |
7:14 PM