Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Monday, October 30, 2006
chip
otle
went to chipotle here in woodbridge w/ jeff and hassan. there was a huge line, but moved relatively quickly. i got a fajita burrito (fajita burrita!)
the last time i remember going to chipotle was in 2004, either with alex and tanya, or w/ bill, tom, and other people. I know i've been there 3 times though, the one where the movie theatre is.
we ate outside, and talked during AND after - one subject was girls of course. hassan and jeff recalled vivid encounters with some ladies and it was a fun time talking/listening.
i have like, a two page paper to write for eng 112...and i didn't even start..oh man and i so don't want to.
went to chipotle here in woodbridge w/ jeff and hassan. there was a huge line, but moved relatively quickly. i got a fajita burrito (fajita burrita!)
the last time i remember going to chipotle was in 2004, either with alex and tanya, or w/ bill, tom, and other people. I know i've been there 3 times though, the one where the movie theatre is.
we ate outside, and talked during AND after - one subject was girls of course. hassan and jeff recalled vivid encounters with some ladies and it was a fun time talking/listening.
i have like, a two page paper to write for eng 112...and i didn't even start..oh man and i so don't want to.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
yay
oh man, i just spent a good few hours working these math problems for tomorrow - and what a relief it is to be DONE (well, a few few few more to go) but it's like this weight off your shoulders.
feels very good! I couldn't have done it without hassan's help though..that was fun working the problems through AIM wasn't it? hehe!
=)
6:54pm
feels very good! I couldn't have done it without hassan's help though..that was fun working the problems through AIM wasn't it? hehe!
=)
6:54pm
a vow
1:28pm
a few minutes ago i made a vow to myself as I was browsing through The Cult chuckpalahniuk.net as I was listening to Coldplay's In My Place (that guitar is what inspires me to learn the gitbox! [i stole axl's term] =)
the vow is simple, and exciting. i will read the whole chuck palahniuk's bibliography.
and i've been looping this song forever, that guitar riff just gives this sense of hope..
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song of the moment: Coldplay - In My Place
a few minutes ago i made a vow to myself as I was browsing through The Cult chuckpalahniuk.net as I was listening to Coldplay's In My Place (that guitar is what inspires me to learn the gitbox! [i stole axl's term] =)
the vow is simple, and exciting. i will read the whole chuck palahniuk's bibliography.
and i've been looping this song forever, that guitar riff just gives this sense of hope..
now there's a guy with a truly great mind.
song of the moment: Coldplay - In My Place
Saturday, October 28, 2006
time
Athlete - Street Map
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I would like to think our paths are straight
Disconnected from choices we make
That there is no reason why it can't be like you said
One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But i know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet
I would like someone to make a map
Mark my home and draw some lines that match
All of the reasons why
It can be like you said
One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But i know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet
I don't know when
I don't know why
I don't know when
I don't know why
One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But i know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet
But all that i know is it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But i know one day its gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet
http://download.yousendit.com/C2D4846F2F015B3C
beauty
wow, you can't possibly comprehend the beauty i am seeing before my eyes right now.
out of my window, the twilight, bluish clouds with highlights of orange yellow are flowing in the sky as I listen to the song "Stree Map" by Athlete... thoughts are running through my mind. I feel this tranquility as I just stare outside the window. I can't describe it in words and it is a shame - sooner or later you will all experience this, and you never know... you could have already experienced such sights.
these images will be engraved in my mind for years to come.
"One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But i know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet"
out of my window, the twilight, bluish clouds with highlights of orange yellow are flowing in the sky as I listen to the song "Stree Map" by Athlete... thoughts are running through my mind. I feel this tranquility as I just stare outside the window. I can't describe it in words and it is a shame - sooner or later you will all experience this, and you never know... you could have already experienced such sights.
these images will be engraved in my mind for years to come.
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But i know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet"
this is how i feel
...today, and ever since.
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Athlete - Trading Air
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say what you will, but it's hard - it's very hard.
song:http://download.yousendit.com/AFC29AAF728CD66F
Athlete - Trading Air
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Covered ground
Just to reach your house
I know we need to talk
But I can't touch my thoughts
Insides gripped
Scared of what you'll think
Words I can't repeat
Could change all we've got
Set it off
Someone better hit the alarm
Set it off
Someone better help me
Disarm myself
I don't want no one else
All I want is you
All I want is you
Trading air
Once more from the start
I can't open up 1000 paper cuts
People hear
What they want to hear
But they won't change a thing
But they won't change a thing
Set it off
Someone better hit the alarm
Set it off
Someone better help me
Disarm myself
I don't want no one else
All I want is you
All I want is you
Disarm myself
I don't want no one else
All I want is you
All I want is you
say what you will, but it's hard - it's very hard.
song:
saw 3 was so sick
the first two are like child's play indeed.
i don't remember cringing like that in a theatre in a long time. it had some sick traps/scenes.
i have to say that I can't possibly see anymore saw films being made after the third...and if they do - it'll be just feeding off the 'traps' scenario...but as for the plot - no way jose.
a gay ol' time at the theatre though, with chris and his girl cara. Hostel Part II teaser hahaha! awesome!!
i don't remember cringing like that in a theatre in a long time. it had some sick traps/scenes.
i have to say that I can't possibly see anymore saw films being made after the third...and if they do - it'll be just feeding off the 'traps' scenario...but as for the plot - no way jose.
a gay ol' time at the theatre though, with chris and his girl cara. Hostel Part II teaser hahaha! awesome!!
Friday, October 27, 2006
friday nite
3.22 as i begin to type.
i am sitting here and listening to the emissary on beatport.com he's got some nice tunes. today I woke up at 1pm, the price you pay for staying up til 4am. I am waiting for tonight because me and 4 people, 3 of which are friends from school are going to see saw3. we're planning on 10:10pm show..i'm worried about one thing though and it's: the tickets. I have a feeling that the show might be sold out. Usually "saw" movies produce great crowds on opening nights.
and i'm sittin' and i'm sittin' and i'm sittin' here behind my desk...
i cleaned up my room as i listened to phil k's breaks mix of balance 004
i was thinking of calling ellie or something, and ask her if she wants to go to see a movie with us, but I think twice about it, because i'm sure she wouldn't want to go either. sadly, i so want to be friends with her, but there's a barrier...an invisible barrier, maybe it's a "personal" barrier..i can't explain what i'm trying to say I'm sorry...
i am sitting here and listening to the emissary on beatport.com he's got some nice tunes. today I woke up at 1pm, the price you pay for staying up til 4am. I am waiting for tonight because me and 4 people, 3 of which are friends from school are going to see saw3. we're planning on 10:10pm show..i'm worried about one thing though and it's: the tickets. I have a feeling that the show might be sold out. Usually "saw" movies produce great crowds on opening nights.
and i'm sittin' and i'm sittin' and i'm sittin' here behind my desk...
i cleaned up my room as i listened to phil k's breaks mix of balance 004
i was thinking of calling ellie or something, and ask her if she wants to go to see a movie with us, but I think twice about it, because i'm sure she wouldn't want to go either. sadly, i so want to be friends with her, but there's a barrier...an invisible barrier, maybe it's a "personal" barrier..i can't explain what i'm trying to say I'm sorry...
Thursday, October 26, 2006
new idea!~
i had just thought of something new that I'm going to be doing from now on!
i had this great idea - i'm going to be posting lyrics to songs I really like and below I'll post the link to the actual song. This means that the song in some way or another has had an effect on me, emotionally or in some other way. I'll post the lyrics, and say a few words about why I like the song, whether it is lyrically or musically and below you will have the chance to download the song. The songs will be up for a WEEK only, because that's the only time I can have the tune up before it's offline. So remember that, and don't miss out.
And of course, I'm writing this to only the people that CHECK this blog. People like alex, hassan, jeff, etc..
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Athlete - Chances
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I like this song mostly because of the lyrics, really listening and thinking about a few of the lines that are said are so perfect in a way how I felt for a while. Especially the first verse is so great how he brings up an example of a mathematician
"Like me trying my hardest to explain"
that's how I feel sometimes, trying hardest to explain, but I can't...explain some of the feelings to people and you feel like you're so alone on this earth. Or when you're trying to explain some feelings to another person - doesn't matter who, a friend or a girl you like..but you hold back in fear of the unknown response from the person.
here is the link to the song: http://download.yousendit.com/067336423B3B876C
and by the way, if you like this band...just message me: invinciblex17
i had this great idea - i'm going to be posting lyrics to songs I really like and below I'll post the link to the actual song. This means that the song in some way or another has had an effect on me, emotionally or in some other way. I'll post the lyrics, and say a few words about why I like the song, whether it is lyrically or musically and below you will have the chance to download the song. The songs will be up for a WEEK only, because that's the only time I can have the tune up before it's offline. So remember that, and don't miss out.
And of course, I'm writing this to only the people that CHECK this blog. People like alex, hassan, jeff, etc..
Take all your chances while you can
Never know when they'll pass you by
Like a sum the mathematician cannot solve
Like me trying my hardest to explain
It's all about your cries and kisses
Those first steps that I can't calculate
I need some more of you to take me over
If I had the chance to start again
Then you would be the one I'd come and find
Like the poster of Berlin on my wall
Maybe there's a chance our walls might fall
It's all about your cries and kisses
Those first steps that I can't calculate
I need some more of you to take me over
It's all about your cries and kisses
Those first steps that I can't calculate
I need some more of you to take me over
I've no idea 'cause
I can't calculate
How to start again
How to start again
How to start again
How to start again
It's all about you.
I like this song mostly because of the lyrics, really listening and thinking about a few of the lines that are said are so perfect in a way how I felt for a while. Especially the first verse is so great how he brings up an example of a mathematician
"Like me trying my hardest to explain"
that's how I feel sometimes, trying hardest to explain, but I can't...explain some of the feelings to people and you feel like you're so alone on this earth. Or when you're trying to explain some feelings to another person - doesn't matter who, a friend or a girl you like..but you hold back in fear of the unknown response from the person.
here is the link to the song: http://download.yousendit.com/067336423B3B876C
and by the way, if you like this band...just message me: invinciblex17
don't hold back
...cuz you woke up in the morning with initiative to move,
so why make it harder
chemical brothers' galvanize lyrics say it best.
DONT HOLD BACK.
so i'm not, from now on - training myself to express what's on my mind without thinking twice
about it...of course i'll control myself. I am in control. Not the other way, not my emotions.
and if I feel the need to say something pronto, i'll say it. If you don't like the truth - i'm sorry.
yesterday I got my sweeeeeeeeeeeeet Prodigy hoodie that i'm going to wear to school today, with my nice camo pants! I'm loving the clothes. So now I have to do some reading before I get to my History class...then i'll be back. I'm probably going to visit Jeff today after class. We'll hang out, cause - what else is there to do?
My best buddy Alex had some nice things to say to me, that made me think and realize about what i'm doing wrong. That's why it's time to change things.
BALANCE004 - Phil K!!!!
so why make it harder
chemical brothers' galvanize lyrics say it best.
DONT HOLD BACK.
so i'm not, from now on - training myself to express what's on my mind without thinking twice
about it...of course i'll control myself. I am in control. Not the other way, not my emotions.
and if I feel the need to say something pronto, i'll say it. If you don't like the truth - i'm sorry.
yesterday I got my sweeeeeeeeeeeeet Prodigy hoodie that i'm going to wear to school today, with my nice camo pants! I'm loving the clothes. So now I have to do some reading before I get to my History class...then i'll be back. I'm probably going to visit Jeff today after class. We'll hang out, cause - what else is there to do?
My best buddy Alex had some nice things to say to me, that made me think and realize about what i'm doing wrong. That's why it's time to change things.
BALANCE004 - Phil K!!!!
kalifornia
why kalifornia? ahh i donno, because i felt like it? (yeah, i didn't feel like typing it this way:
"because i felt like titleing that?") yeah...
so i think i forgot to mention yesterday's mall travel? after english class, me and a couple o' buddies
o' mine, decided we want to hang out - so we did. we went to starbux and that was fun cos we sat
outside when it was blowing winds at 232342343miles/hr. it was cold is what i'm trying to say.
after that, "tom" decided he wanted to go to the mall, and "chris" and I decided we'll go with him.
Since we had nothing better to do at 1pm after we got off class we thought it would be a good idea
to just walk around in the mall. great times there, most memorable bit was when Chris and I looked
for a "directory" we found one at the other end of the mall, and the directory told us to go back to
the opposite end of the mall (we were lookin for this hat place) that was a fun walk n' talk.
so after that, at around 4pm we had to leave, we left..the mall and got back in our cars we left at
starbux. and went home.
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i could talk about today, but i don't feel like it much. All i can say is, at 3pm I played football (soccer)
it was fun as usual, since it's a lot of us guys from other countries, except Chris, who's american
and who plays football better than the average. dat boi is skilled. All i can say about that game is
that i scored the first goal and after that it was like...6 to 2 or sommin' like that.
oh yeah, um like today i had a test for art appreciation class and i didn't prepare myself, but
hassan and i went to the quiet study part of the library and studied for 1 hour and a half.
we had a lot of fun taking that test too.
and friday is movie night. so far the deal is
hassan, jeff, chris & his girlfriend, tom, and I... maybe someone else too. we're gonna watch
SAWIII
I read a review by Arrow at skool today and he gave it 3 and a half stars out of 4. He says
that this one is amazingly graphic.
Oh wow, I was gonna post his review but Joblo says they removed it per Lionsgate's request.
http://joblo.com/index.php?id=13304
Oh what's this?
http://joblo.com/index.php?id=13321
interesting #_#
"because i felt like titleing that?") yeah...
so i think i forgot to mention yesterday's mall travel? after english class, me and a couple o' buddies
o' mine, decided we want to hang out - so we did. we went to starbux and that was fun cos we sat
outside when it was blowing winds at 232342343miles/hr. it was cold is what i'm trying to say.
after that, "tom" decided he wanted to go to the mall, and "chris" and I decided we'll go with him.
Since we had nothing better to do at 1pm after we got off class we thought it would be a good idea
to just walk around in the mall. great times there, most memorable bit was when Chris and I looked
for a "directory" we found one at the other end of the mall, and the directory told us to go back to
the opposite end of the mall (we were lookin for this hat place) that was a fun walk n' talk.
so after that, at around 4pm we had to leave, we left..the mall and got back in our cars we left at
starbux. and went home.
---
i could talk about today, but i don't feel like it much. All i can say is, at 3pm I played football (soccer)
it was fun as usual, since it's a lot of us guys from other countries, except Chris, who's american
and who plays football better than the average. dat boi is skilled. All i can say about that game is
that i scored the first goal and after that it was like...6 to 2 or sommin' like that.
oh yeah, um like today i had a test for art appreciation class and i didn't prepare myself, but
hassan and i went to the quiet study part of the library and studied for 1 hour and a half.
we had a lot of fun taking that test too.
and friday is movie night. so far the deal is
hassan, jeff, chris & his girlfriend, tom, and I... maybe someone else too. we're gonna watch
I read a review by Arrow at skool today and he gave it 3 and a half stars out of 4. He says
that this one is amazingly graphic.
Oh wow, I was gonna post his review but Joblo says they removed it per Lionsgate's request.
http://joblo.com/index.php?id=13304
Oh what's this?
http://joblo.com/index.php?id=13321
interesting #_#
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
think you know me?
camo pants
blonde hair
red CCCP sickle & hammer shirt
and new camo pants for 9 bucks.
got them today, when i went to the mall with my buddy hassan after I picked him up from class.
man, it's chilly today.
i like going to the mall, this is my 3rd time in two weeks. I think I might go back on wednesday.
I got 30 inscence stix for 2.99 (3.15 total), they had various type, "sex on a beach" "pussy" "love"
etc, and other stuff. I had a math class, and i got a bad score on my test - but it'll change to better.
tomorrow is my English 112 class, I don't know what's going on in there. Man, i'm slacking off in
college. That's not good.
Oh, i went to jeff's place today, around 4-ish, pm..we watched various scenes from Batman Begins.
it's so mesmerizing right now. I have the inscence stick giving off the smoke in front of my
widescreen LCD, and it's so hypnotizing to look at.
I have a StevefromPanama window flashing right now...gotta go.
red CCCP sickle & hammer shirt
and new camo pants for 9 bucks.
got them today, when i went to the mall with my buddy hassan after I picked him up from class.
man, it's chilly today.
i like going to the mall, this is my 3rd time in two weeks. I think I might go back on wednesday.
I got 30 inscence stix for 2.99 (3.15 total), they had various type, "sex on a beach" "pussy" "love"
etc, and other stuff. I had a math class, and i got a bad score on my test - but it'll change to better.
tomorrow is my English 112 class, I don't know what's going on in there. Man, i'm slacking off in
college. That's not good.
Oh, i went to jeff's place today, around 4-ish, pm..we watched various scenes from Batman Begins.
it's so mesmerizing right now. I have the inscence stick giving off the smoke in front of my
widescreen LCD, and it's so hypnotizing to look at.
I have a StevefromPanama window flashing right now...gotta go.
hybrid - mix on bbc6 10.13.2006
a must listen for everyone, but...not like anyone gives a... uknowhat.
Tracklist:
Andy Page - Yellow Tracksuit
03:01:98 - Craig Armstrong - Ruthless Gravity
05:09:83 - Eric Serra - Leeloo
05:56:89 - The Emissary - Transfigured Night (Ambient Mix)
07:55:52 - Hybrid - Higher Than A Skyscraper (Orb Remix)
10:18:95 - Thom Yorke - The Eraser
13:53:36 - Lostep - Burma
18:39:21 - Edge 18 - Storm
23:10:64 - Stefan Anion & Starfire - Infearior
26:15:35 - Orbital - Chime
27:42:44 - Hybrid - Catacombs Fireside
31:21:02 - Future Sound Of London - Papua New Guinea
32:51:87 - Metisse - Sousonde (Freq Nasty vs Blim Remix)
36:39:00 - Morgan King - I'm Free (William Orbit)
40:43:00 - Hybrid - Last Man Standing (Ambient Reprise)
41:39:29 - Aphex Twin - Didgeridoo
47:43:00 - Grooverider - Where's Jack The Ripper
http://rapidshare.de/files/37026316/Hybrid_-_6_Mix__Replugged_.mp3.html
Tracklist:
Andy Page - Yellow Tracksuit
03:01:98 - Craig Armstrong - Ruthless Gravity
05:09:83 - Eric Serra - Leeloo
05:56:89 - The Emissary - Transfigured Night (Ambient Mix)
07:55:52 - Hybrid - Higher Than A Skyscraper (Orb Remix)
10:18:95 - Thom Yorke - The Eraser
13:53:36 - Lostep - Burma
18:39:21 - Edge 18 - Storm
23:10:64 - Stefan Anion & Starfire - Infearior
26:15:35 - Orbital - Chime
27:42:44 - Hybrid - Catacombs Fireside
31:21:02 - Future Sound Of London - Papua New Guinea
32:51:87 - Metisse - Sousonde (Freq Nasty vs Blim Remix)
36:39:00 - Morgan King - I'm Free (William Orbit)
40:43:00 - Hybrid - Last Man Standing (Ambient Reprise)
41:39:29 - Aphex Twin - Didgeridoo
47:43:00 - Grooverider - Where's Jack The Ripper
http://rapidshare.de/files/37026316/Hybrid_-_6_Mix__Replugged_.mp3.html
Sunday, October 22, 2006
back in red
the shy boy from ukraine that used to live in mound, but then had to move to virginia in 2004 has had a lot of time off from his blogging. He has visited Odessa twice now, Summer 2005, and Summer 2006 - during which time he stayed there relatively longer than the summer before. He came back with a brand new look. The blonde hair (not fully, of course) and with crimson red shirt with the writing "CCCP" smack dab on the chest in white lettering, and the sickle and hammer symbol right below it. He has made new friends, and he has kept in touch with his old friends, he has fallen in love - and he has doubted himself, he has been used manipulated - and he has kissed ass...not realizing what he has been doing. He has had many epiphanies, yet most of them were short term, and seemed to leave his mind in a matter of a night's sleep. He has discussed his problems with his friends, and he has worried too much about things he should not be worrying about. Friends helped him, and he listened and slowly but surely began to realize what he has been doing wrong. He had an epiphany last night.
and no more
will he ever
be the same
man.
he turned 20, on 10.20.2006
his birthday is on 10.20.1986
his name is Igor.
and this is me.
and no more
will he ever
be the same
man.
he turned 20, on 10.20.2006
his birthday is on 10.20.1986
his name is Igor.
and this is me.
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